Wednesday, October 6, 2010

The Grind



I'm still on it...(THE GRIND) now more than ever.  It's crazy how we can totally psyche ourselves out of wanting to follow a particular path that leads...well we don't know where it leads.  That's both the excitement and the horror.  Sometimes I think I'm getting closer to what I'm looking for, only to fall back on old excuses or distractions.  I now realize the hardest part in anything is the full commitment.  It's like a marriage, for better or worse.  What if we choose the wrong path?  Is such a thing possible or is it simply meant to be?  But for me it's more than becoming a "big time" that people look up to or admire, even though that would be nice.  I want to become amazing at something worthwhile.  For now, that's more than enough for me.  But it's also a helluva lot of work to accomplish.  And to put in that type of work not to "make it'.  Damn...what a ride!

peace
Shak
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