In Response to Bright's Blog:
I'm glad you're feeling very creative and with Bright spirits. :)
As for "depression" kid, in the future try not to give it any of your attention if humanly possible. Do not mull over it with moms or sis. Do not speak of it with yourself when you are alone with your thoughts. I know you might not want to call friends when you feel down. Perhaps you think you will give off negativity to them or rather that you will take their positive energy. That is a valid concern. But try to quiet yourself, better yet your thoughts and search for the light (watch Katt Williams), he's bound to make you laugh.
But it takes great mental prowess to only think the positive. We lose patience, we lose hope and we start to slip. We're ALL human. When I fall, I see divisions where as before there was just unity. But we fall and we get back up because we're troopers. The further we climb we understand more truths that there is really only one truth=Love.
Depression, dangerously, is on the vibration of fear, poverty and scarcity. Perhaps a bit worse, it is in the realm of total disconnection to the source/Love. I've tried to work with folks in this perpetual state of depression and it was beyond DIFFICULT. I was sucked completely dry of my ENERGY source because they were existing on NONE. It feel like suffocation...run from this scenario immediately.
When we feel disconnected (sick, poor, angry, tired) we're just out of balance. But over time and with great practice we don't have to dwell there beyond a day, an hour, twenty min. Even writing about it brings me great pain and sadness to know that folks are perpetually in that state of being. I've experienced depression's temporary affects when attempting to help others increase their energy, or rather help them feel better. It hurts me too much to remain there and it's dangerous because I become depleted. I only do it if it is Totally necessary.
I have to center myself daily to remind myself that there are no divisions but the one's I construct in my head. Happiness is a practice that we must maintain. So sad there are no classes on uncovering joy. We have the evening news to thank to teach us negativity. Interestingly enough, people think happiness is something they acquire but it's there already. We don't realize our power as creators yet. And so we keep spinning the same story of sadness, guilt, and anger. Of course these are all strong statements. Most doctors will strongly refute all of the above and say depression is simply a mental illness. HELLLLLLLLLLO! That is precisely what it is...detrimental, negative thoughts. Fatefully, we think we don't control our thoughts. Sigh...If only we could always be in the flow. How brilliant we would all be.
Perhaps that is still a little ways off for civilization. Right now there is still so much struggle for energy/love. We have not learned enough of how to gain it ourselves, sustain it and not steal it from others. We complain when we are not loved, we kill when we feel poor. We steal when we feel angry and unbalanced. We create war. All these things are manifestations of disconnecting from the source. But most of all we struggle with our selves.
PERSONALLY I HATE WHEN FOLKS STEAL MY ENERGY. Buuuuut as often as it happens, I can't stay mad for long (1 hour tops maybe a day on major cases). I know most people don't know what they're doing. Sigh! DANG IT...get your own freakin energy supply man. Take my money, take my ideas but don't steal my energy.
Furthermore, I really need to stop getting upset for helping people so they can find their own energy source. It's taken me a long time to understand this process and honestly it's easy and a gift. But it goes something like this: a person needs help in life (they're down and out with no do-re-mi, they're spirit is low and they're uninspired, sad, depressed, out of balance feeling fatigued) and I usually give them some of my energy. Like, "here you go pal, I got a lot...there's so much to go around." Then they say, "wow this feels kinda cool'. Slowly, they start practicing this thing called happy thoughts and feeling connected. And what happens next? I'm thanked for my services and they're off on their own to sustain their own energy source.
HEEEEEEEEEEELL TO THE NO!
Folks call me back immediately, usually they're irate (disconnected again) and they tell me it was a fluke. They think I'm on that stuff called puff the magic dragon which pisses them off even more. But they want some more of it, and come running back. I keep helping them because that's my business until they finally connect long enough to witness the real MAGIC. This is where folks take off the training wheels and take the first bike ride through the neighborhood. I should be very happy at this point because usually they've jumped from super low vibrations and they are singing another tune that sounds like "living the life".
And I've seen miracles performed. Folks who were homeless got new cars, apartments and jobs. Those who had 0 ambition become super stars in ultra competitive industries. People with a few clients gain tenfold. BUTTTTTTT...something goes wrong. All of a sudden, these same jokers act like they were feeling the sunshine all along in their lives. And they actually come back to me to tell me how THEY DID IT (on their own). Ummmmmm NOOOOOOO!
Understand when I get a call it's usually because folks are at ground ZERO, sometimes they are at negative 2. And by "a call", I mean a randomly placed individual happens on my path. I've seen so many times it's like ok here we go again. Sorry, I'm digressing and on my little rant. But it's the truth. I've NEVER worked with anyone that was already there, well potentially yes, but in actuality NO.
Bottom line, I have to get over my ego like Kanye. My ultimate purpose is to inspire. Or better yet, to be a guide. I'm super blessed to 80% feel the flow that's all around us and within us. And it doesn't hurt to show others that they can do it too. But best believe, next time I holla at God, I'm going to ask the creator for another assignment. I mean it's cool and all, and I'm very blessed to have worked with some amazing albeit stubborn as hell people. But it's a freakin thankless job, and I thought being a teacher was bad. Let's just say being this whatever you call it, oh "coach" pales in comparison.
But I have an idea. Yall know you've seen those before and after weight loss commercials? That's what I'm going to start doing with all new clients, friends, family and strangers. When I meet someone for the first time, I want them to write down in entirety where they are in life at that given moment. I'm talking Everything! So next time, one of them gets even the slightest bit of impulse to show me how they got to where they are totally on their own accord; I'll just ever so gently show them the original contract. WHAAAAAAAMO!
Ok, ok I know that's not my job. My job is to point out the HAPPY TRAIL. I kinda like that. It's my job in this lifetime to get as many people to experience the light that's within and without and god willing I'll ascend a bit higher for it. The reward is in the giving. It only makes me brighter and all that jazz. Sometimes I wish I could turn the ego off. But I will say to witness light where there was once an abyss is like (I have no words to describe this, I'm at the point of tears) it's ethereal.
Shak
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