I've been getting these little tingling joyous sensations lately. They come out of nowhere and seem almost unwarranted. The only thing I can contribute it to is the starting of this company. It feels like doses of euphoria. I feel SO a-ma-zing inside that I am taken off guard by the experience and am prone to uncontrollable smiles. These are deeply content knowing smiles that derive from the inside, the depths of my soul. I am talking about real joy like the literal definition of joy combined with a sense of grace. Not the kind that dancers have but the ethereal kind that makes you feel calm and totally connected to everything. I don't have tons more money than I did before, my bumper still needs to be fixed and I have to do the dishes (lol) but that has nothing to do with this joy because it's inside and not dependent upon those things. I finally SENSE my purpose. When I think of it, my senses heighten...I can see it more in my head and because of that I feel like I see the world around me coming more into focus. The leaves on the trees are individual where before they were a green blob. I can taste it in my dreams, daytime and nocturnal. :) I guess this is being alive...and it only took me 28 yrs :)
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